January 01, 2009

Just Some Pondering..

I dunno, maybe it's due to the after effects of seeing the video below that made me wonder.

The two loves of my life: DBSK and Ballet, in one video.
(This is their newest song, Bolero. It's also the theme song for the upcoming Japanese movie Subaru, taken from a Manga of the same name.)

And well.. It got me thinking.
I'll be finished with college this month.
Then I'll be doing my practical for about 2-3 months, and it'll all be over.

Wow, how time flies.

I want to go to KL to persue/further my studies, no doubt about that, but at the same time, I want to continue dancing.
Not necessarily Ballet, but dancing. Period.
Trouble is, I dunno if I can continue dancing if I go to KL.
At least, not in the beginning.
I'll have to work to earn a living, and God knows how busy I'll be with my studies and such.

But let me make one thing clear: I cannot, I repeat, I cannot live without dancing. It's like my drug.
Or 'my personal brand of heroin', if you will.
I've literally grown up on dancing, and although I never realised my passion until later on, it's something that I can't let go now.

I don't want to let it go. T___T
Just practising by yourself everyday isn't quite the same as going to the studio to learn.

Also, I've been dying to try out different types of dances. I don't want to limit myself to just Ballet; never have.
But the question is: How To?